I am often overwhelmed with joy about being Painter Lily's mother. It is by far the hardest and most challenging thing I have ever done in my life, but the riches that come from it are truly treasures. She has provided a deep purpose and motivation in my life that will be matched by nothing, and the joy that swells in my heart when I see her smile, hear her laugh, or hold her tight is indescribable.
My mom blessed me with a rad unique name and I felt a real duty to give one to my child as well. I was on the look out for names and words that had deep meaning to me, and when I thought of Painter... it all clicked. I had severe dyslexia when I was a kid and art was the only thing that came naturally. It was my main source of self expression and communication in school; the only subject that I had confidence and strength in. So, the name Painter was born. I figured she would be the greatest piece I ever worked on.
I'm a really easy going person so my style reflects that: comfort with an underlying boho vibe. My best friend calls my style: art teacher chic. Painter has almost always dressed herself, and she has such a strong personality that I just let her do her thing, she's always mixing colors and patterns that end up being really awesome and unusual outfits that I couldn't put together if I tried. She's like my little Punky Bruster.
Every day, she surprises me with something. When she started school, I was shocked to find out math was her favorite subject since I'm terrible at it. Painter often surprises me with her observant nature, which I think most children possess. She also has a rather large vocabulary, which makes me giggle and/or stand I with disbelief at times. My mom always told me your children are you greatest teachers and she is so right. I have a tendency to not always speak up or assert myself, but Painter Lily has taught me the grace in doing this. She is such a strong-willed girl, and doesn't apologize for her opinion or feel guilty for knowing what she wants. By being who she is, I have learned that it is okay for me to be who I am, opinions and all.